Flowers Please Bloom for Them

2003-02-03T14:04:00.000-08:00

OMFG!!!!!! my day just got better!!!! Kohri's been made into a Drama CD!!!!!!! and Megumi Ogata is Ishuca!!!!!!!! *weeps* holy shit!!!!!!! sad news is that this March, volume 23 will end Kohri....but maybe with a Drama CD, we'll have an anime soon. *cries* we're so close guys. only one step away from having an anime. we're so very very close!

2003-02-03T13:42:00.000-08:00

my god, these past few days have rocked so hard! get ready for hyper rambling!!! ah ha ha!

alright, first i find out that Galarians:Ash, the sequal to one of my favorate games (and one that i've been bitching about for years. ^^v) is coming out in just 2 more days. YAH. i ran to the game store to reserve it today, though it was a pain to do because there wasn't even a reserve option because this game just isn't even in demand and they were only getting in two copies. But they did it for me anyways, cause they know me there. woo hoo.

Also, a friend i thought hated me and was avoiding me, it turns out she's not, and i have a date to talk to her on Wednesday. YAY. (sucks that she was gone cause she's having lot's o' problems and stuff. *sniffles* *hugs*) i missed her so much.

Also, i'm at the library now, where i just took out a "yaoi" novel. sweetness. can't wait to go home and read this. hee hee.

and last but not least...Asuka and I are in this months Animerica! LMAO. that is so fucking cool! ha ha ha. now everybody can see Asuka dressed like a big orange pirate. ^^v ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...woo...good times...

Oh, and i have a favor to ask. if anybody knows where i can get more Hikaru no Go (not online...compy is to slow, not to mention broken) then please please PLEASE tell me. I'm in dyer need of more. thanks. ^^v

God, I love this week. Aside from having to clean my room for 3 days, it rocks so hard. ^.^

2003-01-18T23:10:00.000-08:00

Hey, here's a riddle for you guys. What's worse than it being 35 degrees outside? Having it 35 degrees inside. Yep, the heater in my house is broken, so my house is sitting at a toasty 35 degrees. It's really hard to type when your pinky keeps going numb. ;.; It's so fucking cold in here. I have on 2 layers of clothes, a bathrobe, and a jacket, and i'm still freezing. And the worse part of all? The heater guys can't get here till Monday afternoon. Good news is my dad's trying to get somebody here tomorrow. Bad news is that me and my sister have to freeze tonight. ^^; Stupid heater...

2003-01-13T20:35:00.000-08:00

Hee hee. well, i finally got to exchage presents with Asuka, and damn, I got the hottest Kurama wallscroll and a killer SNK artbook! SHINGO!!!! he's EVERYWHERE!!! *cough*...sorry. Anywho, i'm pretty sure she liked her gifts...well, aside from the green cherries. lol.

Oh, and she finally convinced me to play DDR. how'd i like it? well, let's put it like this, today i went out and bought DDR Max and the dance pad. ^^v Max kinda sucks, but i'll take what i can get. besides, i really love one of the songs. ^^v i'll bet Asuka's rolling her eyes right now. ^^;;

um...what else...

Oh duh! Toei Mountain is now officially set up at mine and Dani's webpage. Well, it's actually just Dani's right now, and I'm mooching. ^^v And if anybody cares, you can find the second part of Lie in Bed there, along with my Original Yaoi stories. um...yeah...and all that jazz.

uh...uh...uh...yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah....i guess that's it here.

2003-01-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

woo! how 'bout it? ^^v

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2003-01-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

AH! Finally, I'm updating. and a whole new layout to boot. *dies* this freakin' thing took so long to do...about 3 hours or so to do the pic, another hour to bo the backgrounds and about 2 hours to get it up and working. stupid html....*grumbles* But thanks a google to Rane, who spent that 2 hours helping me get this thing on blogger, and Yui, who was once again kind enough to host my pics. (and here's a fun note: a google is indeed a real number. it's a 1 with 100 zeros after it. and i know it's true because my Snapple cap told me so, and tea doesn't lie.)

wow, it's been so long since I've even been here. holy cow. what to say...what to say...

A belated "Merry Christmas" and "Happy New Year" to everybody. i know i should have said it on the actual days, but i was too damn lazy to plug in my computer. *shrug* it happens. And to everybody who i have christmas presents for, I'm gonna try to get to the Post Office tomorrow or the day after. Except for you, Asuka, who is going to have to wait for yours. Which reminds me...which Saturday are you going to go see Les Mis? (hee hee...i SO wanted to take that little Gavrosh kid home with me. ^^v I hope you get the same one I did...he was like a little Draco...^.^)

Well, on a good note (i guess), i finally finished my side story to my original yaoi fic. *pants* freakin' thing took me months to write, yet it's only 12 pages long (though that IS the longest thing i've ever written...so yay for me. ^^v) Also, for anybody interested in what's going on at Toei Mountain, I hope within the next two days to have completed my major update. But we'll see.

uh...uh...uh...i'm sure there's stuff i'm missing, but it's 2:45am here, and I'm really quite tired. *yawn* So...yah...deal with it...

2002-12-09T23:21:00.000-08:00

LMAO. well, Rane and I had a rather fun converstaion about Suikoden. Hee hee. Thought I might share it. (note: no, i do not dislike Luc in any means. I've actually grown quite fond of the little brat. But, sometimes you just have to rip on the characters you like. and btw...this conversation followed some heavy Sarah bashing. Why did I feel the need to mention that? Well, generally cause Sarah's a whore and I hate her. *shrugs*)

***WARNING: SUIKODEN 3 SPOILERS AHEAD!!! STOP READING RIGHT NOW!! IF YOU ARE STILL READING THIS YOU ARE GOING TO GET SPOILERS! STOP READING! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! I SAID STOP!!! *cough* ok...now nobody can blame me...

QueenRaneAria: poor Yuber
Ishuca vics Elle: yep
Ishuca vics Elle: sometimes i think more sympathy should be given to Yuber, more so than Luc
QueenRaneAria: if only he was a good guy maybe he would have found the way to die
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc's bitching about 30 years...
QueenRaneAria: *lol*
Ishuca vics Elle: yes baby...
Ishuca vics Elle: you have a cursed rune...
Ishuca vics Elle: but you haven't had it that long...and it's not the worst rune you could have
Ishuca vics Elle: talk to McDohl....talk to Yuber
QueenRaneAria: true
Ishuca vics Elle: seriously
QueenRaneAria: *nods*
Ishuca vics Elle: if he sat down and had a heart to heart with McDohl?
Ishuca vics Elle: he would have been fine
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "ok...so i see visions in my sleep"
Ishuca vics Elle: McDohl: "well, la dee da. I hear the voices of the dead."
QueenRaneAria: *thinks* that be one scary heart to heart
Ishuca vics Elle: lol
Ishuca vics Elle: yeah
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "but i don't think i have a soul!"
Ishuca vics Elle: McDohl: "i have my father's soul trapped for eternity in my right hand."
QueenRaneAria: well you gotta see Luc looks good for his age :-)
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "...."
Ishuca vics Elle: McDohl: "yeah...come back and talk to me when you have a REAL problem..."
QueenRaneAria: *lol*
Ishuca vics Elle: heh heh
QueenRaneAria: that is one scary heart to heart
Ishuca vics Elle: yeppers
QueenRaneAria: I hate to see Luc and Yuber`s heart to heart
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "nobody loves me..."
Ishuca vics Elle: McDohl: "i get to watch the people i love die slowly infront of me."
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "......"
Ishuca vics Elle: McDohl: "that's right. shut your trap, sissy boy"
QueenRaneAria: *hears the sounds of a whip cracking*
Ishuca vics Elle: a Luc and Yuber heart to heart would be something more like this...
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "........."
QueenRaneAria: *lol*
Ishuca vics Elle: Yuber: "..........yeah...so anyways...when i stabbed this girl...."
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "....weren't we supposed to be talking about my problem?"
QueenRaneAria: *giggles*
Ishuca vics Elle: Yuber: "SHHH! it's just about to get good!.....ok, so when i pulled OUT my sword..."
Ishuca vics Elle: Luc: "dear God....i think i'll go back and get chewed out by McDohl."
Ishuca vics Elle: Yuber: "but i haven't even described the blood yet!"
QueenRaneAria: *laughs*
QueenRaneAria: yup Luc has Rune PMS After the 1st hunderd years he`ll get use to it :-P
Ishuca vics Elle: LMAO
Ishuca vics Elle: ha ha...maybe

ha ha. ok...well, *I* found it funny....

2002-12-04T20:44:00.000-08:00

Asuka...hi. happy now?

2002-12-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

well...i'm back and i hate it. already, i've worked 5 hours and it's fucking 20 degrees here! i'm cold and tired and misserable. *sniff* i hate it when vacations end. grrr...new jersey really sucks. on a happy note, my sister had a party and we have crazy left overs. woo hoo! loads of cookies and pies. delicious! ^^v um...what else...i guess that's all for me...

time for shout-outs.

Rane...*glomps* thank you for sharing that yaoi game nd all it's goodness with me. *GRIN* i'm gonna have to try and find more stuff on it. unless you have more stuff...*waggs eyebrows*

Dani...i am NOT a goober........ok, well i am, but you don't have to keep reminding me. *sticks out tongue*

Stixz...thanks for all the comments. i hope you feel better soon.

Yui...i still miss you...

uh...that's all i got for now...

2002-11-29T15:30:00.000-08:00

ok...i was bored and took some quizzes...

2002-11-28T21:25:00.000-08:00

^^; i'm sorry haven't posted in awhile. i hope everybody's having a great Thanksgiving. mine was fun. i sat around the TV playing KH and Gitaroo Man with Eric. yay.

ok, a bit of back tracking here...

Well, my Dad has a new girlfriend here in Texas. He spent alot of my vacation so far planning my nights to hang out with her son, Eric. well, i was pissed at first, but it turns out he's really cool...and a lot like me, only less perverted and a little more sarcastic. ^^v but he's a video game geek, and i've gotten him addicted to both Kingdom Hearts and Gitaroo Man. ^^v fun times.

um...what else has happened...i went to a Cher concert the other night. and i've come to a conclusion...you'll never see more plastic, gays, or pedophiles than at a Cher concert. ^^; it was kinda weird. but...eh *shrugs* it was pretty funny when my Dad started pointing at Transvestites going "look what that ones wearing! look look!" heh heh.

Oh man, i have a fan girl. ^^v i got a message in my guest book the other day asking me if i planned to update my site. so i emailed her back with info, and she was squeeling about me emailing her, and said that i make her so so so happy and she drew me a fanart of Rapunzel. ;.; that made me so happy. it makes me glad to know that my hard work is appreciated. *hugs Izumi* if you ever see this, thank you so much.

Well, i miss Dani terribly. ;.; but i got her number from her parents, and i call her periodically. so, that's good. She wants me to tell everybody that she loves you all, and thank you for the messages, and she hopes to get home very soon. um...i think that's about it.

hm...what else what else...well, i guess it's time for individual responces and what not.

Asuka...tell Jordan i said "hi" and i hope you guys are having a blast and a half. yeah. go good times.

Yui...i miss you like crazy. ;.; *hugs*

Sarabi...i had fun talking to you the other day. *hugs* hope things are going good with that new beau of yours. *waggles eyebrows*

Mia...good to see your around. *winks*

and to everybody...i miss you all. *hugs everybody* i'm gonna make some time one of these days, i swear. ;.;

2002-11-21T13:12:00.000-08:00

well, here i am in Texas. *looks around* yep...here i am...

well, here's a small report on our trip. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. in fact, it wasn't bad at all. We started in New Jersey, which was nothing special since i live there and i know what it's all about. pretty boring. We spent a little time in Pennsylvania, which was pretty at first. Lots of colonial looking houses with big back yards and such. But the further we went, the crappier it got. Soon all that adorned the sides of the road were shabby, broken down houses that a rat couldn't live in, much less people. Pennsylvania became much less exciting, so i took a nap. I woke up as we crossed into Maryland, and about 5 minutes later, we crossed out. *shrugs* can't form an opinion based on that. ^^; We crossed some of West Virginia, nothing special, into Virginia. Apparently it wasn't anything great, because i don't remember much about it, except for the fact that we were driving in it forever. Once we reached Tennessee, we stopped at a hotel, i jumped in the shower, watched Cheers, and called it a night. My dad woke me up at 7:30 and we left the hotel about 8am, and so began day 2. My dad decided while we were here, he wanted to check out Davy Crockett's birthplace. After 2 hours of getting lost on the back roads of Tennessee, we finally reached our destination. A shoddy little cabin that was a remake of what could have potentially looked like his house. Oh, and i got to watch a crappy movie about his life. *rolls eyes* yay. Ok, back on the road. Tennessee was really pretty. Lots of farms and vast fields and junk. Lots of cows and horses too. yay! i even got to see a sheep! (yes, the things you miss when you live near the city.) Anywho...somewhere around Alexandria, Tennessee i got a flash of inspiration, and started writing a new original yaoi, until my computer died on me after only one page. bah. more details will be at Oy Baby, if anybody actually cares. I need major help with this one. ^^; ANYWHO, back to the trip. After spending a loooooooooooong time in Tennessee, we drove into Arkansas, where we spent even longer. Arkansas was alot like Tennessee, except less houses. it was kinda pretty for the first 4 hours, after that, it just got annoying. Originally, we decided that once we got out of Arkansas, we would call it a night, but seeing as it was only about 9pm, and neither of us had any cell phone access, we decided to push it ourselves to Dallas. I was still driving, and was starting to get tired, so i downed two cans of Red Fusion, and well...drove. After 2 or 3 hours, we reached Dallas, and my Dad decided we would switch and he would drive the last 5 hours into San Antonio. I fell asleep for about an hour and a half, before waking up. Well, it was a good thing we had Red Fusion, cause my Dad was really REALLY tired. No, he didn't drink any, but those two cans I had drank where kicking in, so i was bouncing off the walls. Kinda hard to sleep when somebody is punching your arm to the beat of a Toby Keith song. ^^; ANYWHO, we got here about 4am, and well...now i'm here. and so concludes our trip. tah dah.

2002-11-18T10:02:00.000-08:00

hey all. no, i'm NOT dead, at least not yet. ^^; well, after reading my last post, i realize i'm about to eat my words. ^^; Suikoden III was...wow...just...wow...*shakes head* i can't believe what happened. I can't. oh man...*hugs Dani* Well, on a happy Suikoden note...my baby is still hot!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *breaths* ok...i'm good. oh man. i'm so happy about that. i mean, i would have loved him no matter what he looked like in this game, but i'm glad i can still drool over him as well. Damn, time did him real good. ^^v

ok...now to finally post to people...about time, right?

Asuka...um...i don't really have much to say. ^^; but...uh...OH! thanks for the link to the comic. damn, that was fucking hysterical. hee hee. Charlie's Angel...ha ha ha....woooo...

Yui...Damn, i keep missing you on the phone. ;.; i miss you like crazy, chic. be home more damn it. ^^v

Dani...hi! i just thought you needed a post as well. and a hug. *hug*

Rane, Mona, De-san, and Sarabi...Hi all!!! *hugs all around* i hope you all remember me. ^^v tee hee

ok, now that that's all done, here's the dealy-o. I'm leaving tomorrow for Texas, and since we're driving there, we probably won't get there untill Thursday. damn...this is gonna suck sooooo bad. ;.; i need to go to the mall and pick up some stuff to do in the car. i'm debating between a new game boy game, or maybe the last Arc the Lad DVD. hm...

well, that's all i got for now. i'll talk to you all real soon, since the only thing to really do in Texas is sit at home and play on the computer all day. ^^;; even if i haven't been around alot, i do love you all. *whipes away tear* um...don't look to far into that Asuka. Unless of course you want to...*wink*

2002-10-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

yay! new layout new layout yay! *drools* i had to. with my new obsession with Seimaden, I had to put up my baby. Meet Rodrique, the last surviving member of the Azel. ain't he hot? he reminds me a bit of Amiboshi and Suboshi (obviously both of them, because they are identical...duh). i don't know why i'm babbling. ^^;;

yes, i know i should be posting to people, but i spent too much time setting this up, and I have Suikoden III and i need to be playing that. ^^; right now, it's a HUGE let down...but let's see if it can be brought full circle into a real Suikoden game. *sigh* i sure hope so...

Special thanks to Yui who was such a sweetheart to host my pics, yet again. *huggles*

the rest of you...i will get back to you all, once i read your blogs. ^^; i know i know...i'm lazy and a slacker...^^;;;;;

2002-10-08T20:52:00.000-07:00

oh.....my....GOD!!!! ok, i was talking to Jill the other day, and she spamed me with this link to a manga she likes. After veiwing hot doujin scans, i decided i had to have it. i cut work, ran to the japanese bookstore, and located the manga. after battling with my conscience over how many to get (logical part of my mind: get the first 5 and see how it goes. obsessive part of my mind: get them all. it's got nice covers and all.) well, being me, obviously the logical part did not win out, and i bought all 10 volumes of Seimaden. and all i have to say is "holy shit!!!!" what a series this was. my god, it was awsome. i finished the entire thing in two days, and now i have no more...*sniff*

but ANYwho...here's a list of thing i would like to do/say to each character if i ever met them face-to-face (no, i do NOT believe that's possible...i'm not that crazy...^^;)

Laures: *kicks him* my god, get a life buddy! and while you're at it, a soul and a personality might not hurt either.

Hilda: *smacks her around* i wish those piranha had eaten you skank. nobody likes you and you should just die.

Rodrique: *glomps him* you could do SO much better than that wench. seriously. *smacks him upside the head* and hasn't Utena taught us NOT to take objects that come out of your girfriend's body?

Tetiyus: *shakes him* damn, i love you, but why are you so blind and stupid!!!???!!!

Zadei: *kicks him in the shin* THAT was for what you did to Tetiyus...*hugs him* and this is for all the adorably sweet things you say and all the pain you must be in. *sniffles* poor guy...

Iria: *hugs her for being so damn cute* way to go chic. you're probably the first likable girl to ever apear in a manga with shounen-ai in it.

Kouran: *sighs* i know i should've hated you, but i simply couldn't do it. um...you can make it all up by going and touching Rod some more *waggs eyesbrows*

Asaburu: *jumps him* dude, you should have shaved a LONG time ago! and you go touch Rod more too ^^v

Kukuru: *tickles*

Rabi: *blinks and walks away*

yes...i know there are more characters, but nobody else i really want to reflect on. besides, there are too damn-many side characters. but still...this series is a MUST read. go out and get it. seriously. no. i mean now. do it bitch! *cough* yeeeeeeeah...

2002-10-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

nothing to make you feel better than good conversation and good news. *jumps up and down* ee hee. i made a new friend last night (well, not a new new friend, just a new friend) and we talked on the phone for 3 hours only about Kohri!! ee hee. i was in heaven. really good Kohri conversation, with somebody i see eye-to-eye with on most things. *squeels* and...now for the good news that had me and Jill screaming....

VOLUME 22 IS OUT!!!!!!!!!! KOHRI VOLUME 22 IS OUT! *dies* oh man, i'm so excited. and lucky too. because Jill can read Japanese, and said she'd give me a summary of it, so I don't have to wait for Amparo's (sorry...;.;). OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! *hypervenalates* i'm so happy, i'm so nervious, i'm so scared!!! *weeps* this series is killer on the emotional wait. GYAH!!! i want to see it now!!!

2002-10-02T20:17:00.000-07:00

gyah. i feel really "blech" right now. i can't even form my emotions into real words. and some people are just so....ARGH! *kicks person pissing her off* ok...i feel better now.

2002-09-28T20:26:00.000-07:00

oh man. my head hurts...my sides hurt...i'm laughing too damn hard. Asuka, get home so i can show you this. oh man. we have a new "alliance" in our mission. and this guy is even more delusional than we originally thought. oh...and by the way, if he asks you...we're part angel. ^^; i'll explain later.

2002-09-27T00:39:00.000-07:00

layout change! wow, this is a stretch from my usual.i went from flowery sweet to flowery calm to flaming angst? that's quite a jump. but, i'm on such a Sol kick lately, and i happened across a huge page of Sol pics, that this was inevitable. *drools* Asuka, i don't care what you say, he's HOT! (even if he is an arrogent ass...hee hee. that's why i love him...*sighs dreamily*)

Nanako, congrats! i wish i was smart. *stares off into space while monkeys run rampid in her head* hee hee...monkeys....

thanks a billion to De-san, who was cool enough to host my pics. *glomps* you're awsome.

Dani...i'm sorry i've been over shadowing you on the phone lately. i don't know why i feel i have so much to say. i guess it's just cause i'm happy again. *gives pouty puppy face* please forgive me?

hm...lemme see...what else...

Well, Asuka and I joined what we belive is to be a cult today. ^^; and we did it because we were being arrogent jerks and wanted to be bring it down from the inside. ^^; now i think we're screwed. oh well...*shrugs* it happens.

i finanlly finished part2 of Rhythm of Sorrow. Problem is...i don't have a title for it yet. ^^;; grr...i'll put it up once i can think up a title for it. *put on thinking cap* hm....it says i'm in Ravenclaw?....wait a sec...

i've finally drawn some comics! yippy! and i've created my own style of character. i love it...we look like lemmings...

um...i think that's about it for right now. huuuuuh...yeah...

2002-09-23T21:22:00.000-07:00

hey all! ^^v as you can see, i'm feeling much better. back to my usual insanely chipper self. yep, i'm back to scaring the masses. hee hee. Let's see...post post post...

Dani...thanks a billion and a half for being there for me when i needed you to be. *hugs* i don't know where i'd be without you. ;.;

Rane...*hugs* thank you...

Asuka...there is nobody i'd rather take on the world with. *grabs her oozy* are we ready to start yet?

Yui...i had so much fun with you last night...*looks at clock* er...the night before...yeah. we do need to talk more. ^^v *hugs*

Well, onto news about me. ^^v I've been playing Kingdom Hearts and it kicks all! i recomend that everybody gets this game. It's damn good times.

Also, i'm working on part 2 of Rhythm of Sorrow (for those of you who don't know, that's my Kohri fic). *blinks* wow i just realized how out of it i've been. this is like the first time in almost a month that i even mentioned Kohri. my god...you people must have thought i was dying! ^^;

ugh....i'm so tired...need sleep...Zzz Zzz Zzz...

2002-09-20T19:05:00.000-07:00

Ever feel utterly alone? I feel as if the world is passing me by. and the worst part is...I'm almost past caring. I should care about things right? i should be happy, excited, scared, angry...but i'm not. the only thing i can feel is sad and lonely. I've tried to fool myself...make myself happy. It almost worked. I was almost convinced. *sigh* I'm just not much fun to be around lately...and it's times like this that i hate myself...

2002-09-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

Dani...forgive me what I'm about to say....

GOD DAMN IT!!!! Kingdom Hearts is coming out tomorrow. TOMORROW! damn it all. i want it now! *sob* i was so excited, and now i have to wait again. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!

On a much more pleasant note...

i had so much fun last night. I haven't laughed so hard in...well...a LONG time. I was laughing so hard, my sides hurt and i was crying. The reason? a 4 way phone-call and really bad fanfiction. woo...good times. I can't wait to read the OTHER one...it's supposed to be worse...*grins*

2002-09-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

wow. it's been so long since i've posted here. The saddest thing is though...i have hardly anything to say.

Asuka...you're mother is always in my prayers...and so are you. *hugs* I hope everything works out A-OK.

Rane...thanks again for fixing up my wallpaper. It looks great. Though mine can never come close to beating yours. ^^;

Dani...I will be joining Oy Baby real soon. Just let me write a little more on Alex and Adrien before i do. ^^; Yes...i'm still feeling inadiquate...

Ok...now to news on me...

I just bought books 3 and 4 of Mars yesterday. yatta! i can't wait to sink my teeth into these...when i find some time that is...*sigh*

Most of you already know, but for those of you that don't...I've started a new webpage, Sapphire Blue. It's dedicated to anime/manga underdogs. If there's a specific character you'd like to see a gallary to...tell me and i'll (hopefully) add them to my list.

Also...BIG NEWS! the first part of Lie in Bed is officially up and ready. Thanks a billion to Mona (who helped me to translate something i didn't understand), Dani (who i used as my personal dictionary), and Jobe (who informed me that "pushing a silver chair" is indeed a real saying, hence alleviating much doubt). Also, Asuka, Yui, and Spring, who helped me get past my distress over the whole scanlation thing (all in they're own way...of course. *wink*). I owe everybody a whole lot. I appreciate all you guys are doing for me. I really do. I know i get a little needy and emotional...but...don't think i'm not extreamly appreciative to each and every one of you guys. I need you all in one way or another. You have no idea how happy i am that i have friends who are here for me when i need them...or when i simply just want them (no Asuka...do NOT look further into that sentence then what was intended!).

um...i think that's all for right now. I swear i'll try to update more often. ^^;;

(P.S. KINGDOM HEARTS IS COMING OUT SOON! YAHHHH!)

2002-09-08T16:47:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm scrapping my Rapunzel project. over 20 hours of work, down the drain. *sigh* I was heart broken. I actually cried. *ME*! I don't cry...I'm against crying...but i couldn't help it. But, hats off to Dani who made it all better by reminding me of "Lie in Bed", probably one of the most heartwrenching moments in the entire manga. You know something, I'm actually looking foward to doing this...I'm still very upset, but I'm hoping that after translating a little on this, everything will look up. ^^v Bear with me once again guy, since I'm now starting from scratch. *sighs* God, i truely hope nobody has done this one. If it's been done, PLEASE tell me so I don't waste my time again. I have so little of it now, I really don't need it to be wasted.

2002-09-02T02:16:00.000-07:00

depression has just hit me, after reading Yui's and Asuka's blog. it's made me realize how...well...mortal i really am. what can i do at times like these? what can i say? i mean, can you ever really understand what somebody else is going through? nomatter what the situation, can you really know? you often hear "i understand what you're going through. i went through the same situation myself." is that the truth? how can you be so sure? isn't my reaction different from everybody elses? aren't my thoughts and feelings my own? what makes you think you know me well enough to understand? there's nothing to be said sometimes. there's nothing you CAN say. your hands are tied and it's frightening. i'm so scared...i don't want to be mortal...i want to be above all that...i want to be able to help...but i don't want to hurt...

2002-09-01T14:03:00.000-07:00

Asuka... ;.; ...i'm here if you need anything at all. and that's all i say on this.

2002-08-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

Ok, today i went to the mall, and was skimming through Suncoast. nothing all that special was there in the new release section, so i started wandering around, when i nearly tripped over this box. I look down, and what is it, but a box of anime DVDs with what else sitting ontop but the new release of "Strawberry Eggs"!!! squeeling, i pick it up (along with the cutest Vash keychain ^^v) and i just finished it a little while ago. All i have to say about the dubb is "Wow".... It's fucking AMAZING! it's so good, it hurts. they did one HELL of a job on this, and it has now reafermed my faith in dubbs. *gives a thumbs up to Crispin Freeman for doing such an awsome job* He may suck as Touga, but he's a wonderful Hibiki and from what i've seen so far, a great director. I now plan on buying all of the DVDs for the dubb. i'm simply awestruck right now. don't mind me. *gomps Hibiki for being so damn sweet and hot*

2002-08-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

Which HP Kid Are You?

^^v that's good times...

2002-08-29T12:30:00.000-07:00

damn, well apparently that background REALLY wants to have white lines in it. *shrugs* so for now, i'm gonna let it stay, since i'm tired of fucking with it. (although i do know how to fix it now, but i really really don't want to bug Yui anymore ^^;)

speaking of which *tackleglomps Yui* thank you thank you thank you! i have my little Zaha back! *tackles banner*

wah! i got this in my mailbox today from Sasuga books.

"I wanted to let you know that we received your payment. We have two of the
books in stock, so we will hold these for you until the final book arrives.
It should be about 3 weeks. We will notify you by email when we ship your
books."

*sob* but i want them nooooooooooow! *sob* i want my Ishuca! i want my Blood! i want my Zaha! *SOOOOB*

2002-08-29T00:50:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy! Spring got back from her trip! *dances* she was online, and we talked and laughed and she read my fanfic (and she liked it! ^^v) and she looked at my site and she wasn't mad i stole her layout (i was so scared she would hate me for it ^^;) and we read KuramaxHiei fics together and we talked about books and then we...well...

Moderna Eternita: i like your layout. it's so cute!
Ishuca vics Elle: thanks! *molests sleeping Hiei*
Moderna Eternita: lol
Ishuca vics Elle: ^^v
Moderna Eternita: *molests the sleeping Hiei harder*
Ishuca vics Elle: oh no you don't
Ishuca vics Elle: *molests Hiei so hard he falls out of the tree*
Moderna Eternita: ooooo...i'm telling Kurama on you!
Ishuca vics Elle: ^^v *rapes Hiei*
Moderna Eternita: *tries to resists urge*
Moderna Eternita: ah, i can't! *joins in*
Ishuca vics Elle: LMAO
Ishuca vics Elle: we totally just had a three-some with Hiei! ROFLMFAO
Moderna Eternita: i know! the things that happen when perverted minds unite!

oh man! that was one of the craziest coversations i've had. i think it's because we're both so damn tired. lol. hey, but whatever the reason, it was wild! hm...Wild...*jots that idea down for another nite* ^^v

well guys, i think i'll head to bed know, but only after my shower. yes, i shower at 3:45 am...and i love it! try it sometimes...it's damn fun!

2002-08-28T12:54:00.000-07:00

yay! my new layout is up! suprise suprise, it's NOT a Kohri layout. i really don't know why i had an this need for a YuYu Hakusho layout, and it's weird that i picked a Hiei pic over a Kurama pic. *shrugs and molests the sleeping Hiei* he's hot too...*drool*

Dani...i now see whatcha mean about the white lines...i plan to do something about them tonight.

Yui...*glomptackles* thank you so very much for hosting my pics. ^^v i will get that broken link to you tonight, and do you think you can also host my fixed background? ^^; this one is broken. *kicks white lines* i would be eternally greatful.

Mona...i had a blast talking to you last night. ^^v and i'm sorry about all that hyperness. i'm experiencing a severe lack of sleep. ^^; Also, i will definately try and check out St. Seiya...if i can find it that is.

Sarabi...YOU ARE A GODDESS!!!! (see? i didn't forget to post it here. ^^v)

Asuka...*randomly kicks for no good reason*

ok, that's all for now. off to job #2.

2002-08-27T12:54:00.000-07:00

ya-hoo! finally got around to posting, between working and making all those damn layouts. right now i'm hanging at the *gasp* library untill i have to go to my other job. it's weird...i had thought that i would hate it...it would be tedious and boring and all that. but it's not! i really really like it. who knew? ^^v i have my own office and my own computer and my own desk. Tomorrow, i plan to bring in stuff to decorate. (my Terry Bogard figure is SO going on my desk ^.^) Also, i have to look for more wallpapers for my computer, and maybe even a desktop theme. Right now, Shigure is hanging there...yay!

on another note...i am SO sorry to everybody. i know i've been real distant and not talking and almost ignoring you all. i'm just trying really really hard to get my website up and running. and between working, making the layouts, scanlating, translating, and attempting to keep in touch with friends, i don't have much time to do anything. the thing that's suffering most right now is my sleep. *sigh* Six hours in 2 days is not good. ^^; if you see me online at 2am...do me a favor and bug the hell out of me so i go to sleep. i'm so tired...but 4 cups of coffee in the morning are helping to keep me perky and happy. ^^v

Sarabi... i'm so sorry. i'll try harder, i swear. i'm just really spread kinda thin right now, and i need you to work with me on this a little, ok? don't be mad...please? ;.;

Asuka...i know i said i'd get your page up last night, but i ended up making another layout. ;.; i'm sorry...i'll try and finish it tonight. it's all up there...i just has to be put together. it'll be done soon, i promise. Also...i need to know wether or not you want to go to Anime Expo. you keep saying, "i don't know", cause we're gonna have to buy tickets and all if we're going, and if you're not, well, no point in me going alone, right?

Yui...*glomp* thank you so much for your previous comment. that was so sweet. Yes, my dad is doing better. He's on crutches, but he's at least able to move around, and he not depressed anymore, so that's good. Oh, and i still can't believe what happened between you and Mona last night. that was so weird, it was cool.

um...what else? oh! i got an email from my mother. i sent her my blog addy, and she said she'll take a look. ^^v i'm happy. but i kinda feel bad for her...having to put up with all of us like this, ne? too much yaoi rots the brain...but what a way to go!

i just realized something today. that nomatter how tired, sad, or angry i am...watching Hikaru no Go can always make me smile. but the only thing about it that makes me upset is that i have no more episodes. i need to find a place online where i can buy the fansubbs. cause i definately need more! it's such a different series, one that i never thought i would like...i wonder why i'm so taken by it? hm..*shrugs* must be Sai...all purple and gay...his gayness must rub off. ^.^ (i really hope you all caught the PUN in there, and didn't take it compleatly literal...^^;)

wow, this post is getting long (Collective Voices: "getting"? Pam: quiet you...), so i should probably try and wrap it up.

Rane...thanks so much for all your help lately...i know i'm a pain, and i really appreciate you being so tolerant with me. *hug* you're great.

Mona...i just wanted to give you a wave *waves* and also to thank you for your help. i feel so bad that most of the things i say to people are questions about html and stuff. i swear, i'll get this done soon. *sob* you're such a sweet person, and i definatly want to get to know you better. ^^v

well, I've recently read "The Sun, the Moon, and the Shadows" by Dani's friend Sakura oh....my...GOD! i need more of this. i need it now! this is the best origianal yaoi i've ever read. and all i have to say is fuck the fact that her English isn't 100% perfect...it's still better than mine and i've been speaking it my whole life! this story is simply amazing. i read it all in one sitting, not moving untill i finished the whole thing. and i just adore Algieve! *swoons* Elluvias is one lucky lucky preist...*heart*

um...i think that's all. and good thing too, cause if this was any longer, i'd be late for work. Round 2 starts now! ja bai bai!

2002-08-23T20:42:00.000-07:00

ok...nothing much happened today. sat around the house, dyed my hair purple...nothing really new. ^^;

2002-08-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

Ferrum, i just read your blog (i like the layout btw...it's so cute. *glomps kitty*) and i wanted to respond to what you said, but your tag board was very rude and called me "wordy". *kicks tag board* Anywho, i figured i'll just post what i wanted to tell you here. HA HA...you really liked that Sai being purple and gay thing, don't you? hee hee. Sai is good times. ^^v Also...The scanlations for Kohri are up on my site alright (hey, there's that rhyming thing again...i'm just that damn good!). ^^;; Anywho, go here, and that'll take you directly to the scanlation page. I'm so happy that you're interested in seeing Kohri...it's such a wonderful series...*smacks herself* i will not gush...i will not gush...i will not gush...

For the record, i am planning on putting up scanlations of the Suikoden doujinshi, but i lent it to Dani and i need to get it back and translate it first. and i know i'm not getting it back till i get on the ball and give her back her stuff. ^^; i'm such a ditz.

Oh, and that's a beautiful picture of Ayame...can i rape it? er...i mean...um...*cough*...yeah...

2002-08-22T10:25:00.000-07:00

first of all, i'd like to appologize to Yui and Sarabi, who i was talking to and then abruptly left with a "brb" and never returned. ^^; that was rude, and i'm very sorry. still friends? ;.;

well, i have news. i'm now an employee in my father's office. meaning i finally have a day job...wait, that came out wrong...i mean i finally have a job durring the day. ^^; i started today, going into the office at 9:00, had breakfast with the secretaries, sat there and daydreamed for about 2 hours, went to the mall to deposite checks and poked around in the stores. So basically today was compleatly unproductive.......and i got payed for it! woohoo! \o/ (<-me throwing my arms up....i just made that up...isn't it cute?)

also, last night i watched Kazuna with Dani. all i have to say is....wow. it's like FAKE, but with heavy yaoi and without all the police junk. and my biggest problem with FAKE....no heavy yaoi and all that police junk. ^^v

Speaking of yaoi (with me, that's no suprise), the other night i really felt like watching Zetsuai and Bronze. So i try and load up my disk, and my computer freezes. To make a long story short...my disk is coroded. *sob* i no longer have Zetsuai or Bronze...and i LOVE that anime. *sniffles* i guess the manga's will have to do. *hugs mangas*

Oh oh oh oh! i almost forgot. last night i was on the phone, trying to finish one of my Kohri fics, and i got stuck. So i read it to Dani, asking for help. Well, my sister overheard me reading it and told me it was amazing and if i thought about writing professionally ;.; i know i'm not all that good, but that must mean i'm doing something right. *sniffles* that made me happy.

oh, and Yui, i never got to properly hug you the other day for what you said about my site. it made me really happy. *huggles* thanks...i really mean that. it means alot to know that all the hard work i put into the stuff there is being looked at and appriciated.

and Asuka...welcome to the world of inane pairings! (is that the word i'm looking for? *shrugs* oh well...don't care)

......Geeze i'm so sappy today. i better stop this before i iniciate a group hug. ah what the hell *Group Hug!!!*

2002-08-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

ok...a lot of bad news here...my father got into a motorcycle accident...a pretty bad one. he skid on some sand and fell off, the bike crushing his leg. Thank God he's alive, but he blew out his knee and he can't walk. Lord knows when he'll be better, and the worst part is...he's by himself in Texas. for those of you who don't know, i live in New Jersey...quite a distance away...so he has nobody to take care of him. Please, everybody, i ask you to please say a prayer for him...he really needs it. ;_;

2002-08-20T03:00:00.000-07:00

yatta! *glomps Rane* thanks to the wonderful, fabulous HTML goddess, Toei Mountain is now a full fledged webpage! yee hee! oh joy oh rapture! bad news is....i'm dead tired...*conks out*

2002-08-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

hey all. sorry i posted that before and haven't followed up for a while. but, everythings alright now...well, as alright as things get in my family. ^^; Me and my sister made up, so...no Asuka...you can't kill her.

well, the other day i did my first crazy act on a whim. i've dyed two teal strips in my hair. tee hee. i love them...they look so cute. ^^v only problem is hiding them from work...but so far so good. i found a way to tie my hair that covers it so it's virtually unnoticable. yay. go me.

ok, so the craziest thing happened the other night. i was talking to Rane...and her icon WINKED at me! *sob* it was so traumatizing. and speaking of her icons...they and her blog have given me this sudden urge to check out Shamen King. it looks interesting...i think.

um...um...not much else has happened, except for an update at Toei Mountain. Go leave me a comment...i really really want some. (right Dani? ^^v)

2002-08-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

i feel pshyically nausious...and i'm scared. i planned to go bowling with one of my friends, and in the car on our way there, i got a phone call from my father, asking me to answer some simple questions. well, making a long story short, i find out that not only had my sister read a very personal AIM message between me and a friend, but she was telling all kinds of strangers about it as well. i baled on my friend, and obviously, a huge fight broke out in my house, and everybody's upset. i'm just terrified that my sister told my family about that conversation, because it could change the way the look at me forever. *sob*

2002-08-13T10:13:00.000-07:00

hello again all! ^^v what a week this will be. i'm going to be working crazy hours this week. 9-5 all week long, and they give me today off. ^^; i hate having to work a whole slew of days right in a row. it sucks. but, next weeks paycheck will be nice. silver lining silver lining yay!

so, i got to finally talk to Rane after all this time. she's so great! not that i assumed she wouldn't be...it's just...oh, i don't know. anywho, she's a whole lot of fun. you should all give her a go. (wow, that sounded kinds whorish...^^;)

um...what else...what else...

Asuka's blog is all gussied up, and it looks great! take a looksy

um...um...um...i think that's all for now, untill i go peek into everybody elses blog. tah tah!

2002-08-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

Asuka, my sincere condolences on your loss.... ;.;

2002-08-11T20:36:00.000-07:00

ok, i know i haven't been here in a while, but i have excuses...i swear!

the 8th was my father's birthday, and he decided at the last minute that he wanted to see the Kenny Rodger's concert playing near us. So we went to the WIZ and bought tickets in, no kidding, the 7th row from the stage. i could've reached out and touched him...if he wasn't old and gross, that is. ^^; Anywho, that was a ton of fun, and who would have thought the guy was hysterical? heh...

the 9th i had my Aunt's baby-shower to go to. not much happened there, except a lot of eating. *shrugs* but that's what Italian families do when they get together....eat....A LOT!

and finally, the 10th, my father decided to take me to a football game. pre-season Giants game. i'm more of a basketball fan then a football fan, but it was fun none-the-less.

Good News! Good News! i got my computer cord in the other day, so i'm up and running again! woo hoo! i'm happy cause i got to finish a section of the Kohri scanlations, and i have the page up! yahoo!

Toei Mountain

now, i know their not perfect, but they'll be better once i get my scanner. untill then, bear with me, alright? ^^;

2002-08-07T10:27:00.000-07:00

hm...what to say what to say...

it's sad to here about Yui's computer. hey Yui, what kinda computer is it? a Compaq? cause if it is, that'll explain alot...^^;;

Dani, i ADORE your new layout, it's so so so so so so cute!!! i can't wait to read this manga of yours ^^v

Rane, as always your layouts are kick ass. ^.^

Asuka, *shakes head* you can't just put up random pictures. all pics have to be on a specific type of site, um...a...er...not free one (hosted, maybe? i dunno) talk to Dani about that, she knows. My god, i just looked at you artwork on Mediaminer. when the hell did you get so damn good?!?!?!? ^^;; once again, i've been compleatly humbled. *sigh* maybe i gotta practice more or something. ...oh, and by the way.....i hate you. *sticks out tongue*

2002-08-05T12:38:00.000-07:00

i just happened across this page, and i've never heard a better review for Kohri before, so if you're not sure you want to check it out, or if you need a little reasurance on this being as fantastic as i say it is....go HERE. trust me, you won't be disapointed. ^^v

2002-08-05T12:08:00.000-07:00

well, here i am, still in the library...^^; i sure hope i can get my plug soon...*sigh* well, i have lots and lots of good news (well, not really, but *shrugs*), but i want to respond to everyones blog before i forget what i had wanted to say.

Yui, power cords AND yaoi? in the same thought? oh dear lord...that's either scary or hot...i'll have to reflect on that for a moment of two...^^v

Dani, congratulations on making employee of the month! *throws around confetti* yatta! yatta! and i'm glad our fish are doing well. give Sei and Kurama a hug for me ^^v

Rane, your new layout is so freakin' HOT! *drools over hot random guy i've never met before* i don't know what's wrong but the link to your blog here doesn't work...*sob* i always have to go through Dani's blog. i've checked the URL in my template and it looks ok (i mean, i did copy and paste it right from your blog), so i don't know what the problem is, but i will try and figure it out. i'm sorry *sniffy* i can't wait till i get my compy back and we can talk. i've heard so much about you, and i'm kinda nervious to meet you. ^^;;

Asuka!!! you're alive, you're aliiiiiivvvvveee!!!!! *runs and tackles her*

Ruka, i'm sorry i haven't been to your blog, but the library computers don't seem to like it for some reason or another. it takes forever to try and load and than...nothing comes up. *sigh* when i get my computer back, i'll make sure to visit your blog first, ok? gomen nasai!

ok...now onto my news...dah tah dah!

well, nothing really great really happened untill saturday night when i went to go hang out with my friend Patrick. i picked him up from work, and than he treated me to snacks. yay! chocolate ice-cream with M&Ms! yum yum yum. we went back to his house to watch some anime (4 more episodes of Kodacha! yatta! this series just keeps getting better and better...) and it turns out he bought me something back from Otakon. he got me a cutsey AU Slayers doujinshi *glomps Gourry*, and an ADORABLE Fatal Fury doujinshi!!! ahhhh! and right in the middle of my Terry kick! *molests Terry* oh man, i can't wait to start translations on that! tee hee

speaking of translations...*waits for everybody to groan and roll their eyes*...another piece of good news is that i've finished translating 13 pages of Kohri that are almost ready to be put into scantilations once i smooth out a sentence or two and get them scanned ^^; that brings me to my OTHER piece of good news...my dad is "hopefully" (if he remembers) going to be bringing me back the scanner from Texas in about a two or three weeks. yatta! *dances aorund*

Also, i went to a Trace Atkins concert at Great Adventure last night, and that was fun. ^^v

hm...i think that about covers everything that has happened. Oh, and i think i'm just about ready to start the pert 2 of my Kohri fic. i figured out the next part while in the shower this morning....weeeeeeird.... v^^v oh and by the way, your eyes are NOT playing tricks on you, YYH did come off my obsessions list. shocking for those who've been talking to me recently, but not as shocking as if, let's say, Kohri came off of it. *gasps* i can't belive i said that! *leaves to go wash her mouth out with soap*

2002-08-01T12:20:00.000-07:00

Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

buwahahahaha! i'm sexy AND i can read minds. damn, i'm good.

2002-08-01T12:16:00.000-07:00

ok...ok...ok...i'm gonna scream now...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! omg, Rane that is the cutest wallpaper ever! *jumptacklesRane* oh man, it's so cute. i don't know why Dani thought i'd be mad, i'm thrilled! i love it so very much, thank you thank you thank you! *glomps Rane, Zaha, and Dani*

Dani, i'm so sorry about what those jerks did for you, but don't worry, we'll get you that Suikoden 3 soundtrack somehow, even if i have to go to these guys houses and rip it from their cold, dead hands. but in the mean-time, let's sic Asuka on them, huh? how's that sound? ^^v

Yui, i was so very happy to talk to you too. how else am i gonna find out all the goods on Shigure, huh? *wink* you're my personal Fruits Basket fansource. heh heh. keep the goods coming, i'm intrigued. And yes, you will love Wild, i've been saying it to Dani from day 1, when you for some strange reason, took to obsession-boy (aka Nei). when you have a minute or two, you really should check out Kohri Summaries and don't stop reading till you've hit volume 10! v^^v

Sarabi, i miss talking with you, and when i get my compy back, we need to hold a chat and party with our boys. ^^v

Asuka, your blog is up! and your name is so cute...er...i mean, it's horrible and evil and mean since it's Muraki...yes, that's what i ment to say...*cough* when you gonna post, wench...do it! now!

oh yeah, and Yui, you can find my Kohri fic here. it's still up for revisions now, since reading volume 21 and learning a little more about the characters. basically, i'll be inputting another sentence or two, but i really do hate changing my fics once they're written. ^^;

um...um...what else... oh yeah! what's with all these Luc fans popping up? don't they know that Futch is so much better? ^^v that is all i will say about Suikoden, except that i can not wait for Suikoden 3! and if anybody gives me a spoiler, i will sic man-eating spores on them. ^^; ok, bad joke...i'm gonna go cry now...*SOB*

um...i think that's all. this post was originally much much longer and more involved, but i didn't realize that if you go to you template in the middle of a post, it erases everything. *sob* i feel like a fool. so this is the much shorter, less ranty version. probably better for you guys anyway. ^^;

2002-08-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

Omae wa dochira juunishi no MEMBAA desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

i didn't quite see Kisa like this, but i sure am! *glomps popcorn*

2002-07-31T12:46:00.000-07:00

ah, i have no time but i've been dying to post here. i'm sorry for not coming here often, but i was going to wait untill i could put up all my stuff from Shoujo-Con, but i don't know how long that's gonna be ^^;. So, i'm just not going to talk about the convention and try and avoid other pieces of info untill then.

Just a note guys, i'm going to, in a week or two be putting up some Kohri scantilations here (i'm making them for Dani, but if they help get more of you into Kohri, then hey, that's wonderful!) so, just keep and eye out for them, and a small warning...i'm not very good at translating yet, so they might not be perfect, and i don't have a scanner, so scans will be taken from my digital camera. *sob* i just hope they don't suck...^^;

gyah! gotta go, lest i'm late for work. no time no time no time! GYAH!

2002-07-13T18:19:00.000-07:00

hello all! today was my first semi-official day of blogging! so most of you guys there will have posts on your sites and all that jazz. i only wish i had something to SAY at everybodies blogs...*sniff* Well, let's go down the list, shall we?

Nothing much new on Dani's blog, since i get most of that info first-hand, but i still have to say that i'm excited for her, and i hope it all works out. As far as the dog liking you, hide a milk-bone in your pocket...he'll sit in your lap, i swear! ^^v

Yui's layout is HOT! Yui, can i borrow him for a bit, please? i'll give him back in almost one piece...eh heh heh. i'm beging to wonder why she's "dead"....maybe from being "over worked" *wink*

Ruka's blog nearly made me cry! on her friends section....i'm not listed at all! i'm wondering if it was an oversite or maybe.......*shakes head...sob*

Sarabi, i will join the Map one day. but i want to get my compy back, because i don't want to have to follow 18 billion posts whenever i'm able to get online. ^^; just finding time to post on my own is hard enough, and right now, i'm foregoing cleaning my room so i can do this ("forego"...as if i had really WANTED to clean my room...^^;)

Rane, i'm sorry if i flipped you out. i didn't mean to seem creepy. *sob* forgive me? *gives puppy-dog eyes*

Sadly, Asuka erased her blog, but i'll get her going with a new one when she get's here....WA HA HA! Asuka, get that picture ready so we don't have to wait and all!

Hm...what else...

Lesson of the Day: it's quite hard to type while balancing a rat on your shoulder. (his feet tickle...hee hee hee)

my dad decided to be cute and try to feed the rat (could be duncan....could be robinson...not sure, they both look exactly alike!) a cheeto. and he attepmted this for 5 minutes for realizing that rats don't eat cheetos. ^^;

*sigh* i should probably get crackin' on my room. *throws a temper-tantrum* but i don't wanna! it's so messy! i'm finding things in there i didn't even know i HAD! T.T poor me...poor room...*sigh*

Oh yeah...*hands Asuka a Muraki plushy with a string in the back that when you pull says "He's my friend, i want you to fuck off him...baby* happy molesting!

2002-07-10T12:50:00.000-07:00

*hands Sarabi a Wild plushie*

2002-07-10T12:41:00.000-07:00

Ah! the infamous Rane posted to me!!!!! *jumps up and down squeeling* i feel so special! *glomps Rane even if she doesn't know her* Hi! *cough* sorry, i'm a little hyper...^^; it happens...

Damn Asuka, you're blog is...well, it needs some work. after talking with Dani and Mia, it was decided that the best thing to do is wait for you to come visit me and from there i'll show you the ropes and all that. because i can't use a phone in the library (*sob* i've been reduced to going to the library to post...T.T) and you're gonna probably need to be walked though it for a bit. Also, decide on a picture that you want, and...well...i'll explain the rest of that over the phone, ok?

Dani, i know i said it over the phone, but i'll say it here as well. i am SOOO sorry for flipping out the other day. ;.; i don't know what was wrong with me, but i'm gonna chock it up to stress over all this upcoming Convention stuff. oh man, i have crazy stuff to do. Finish my costume, clean my room (yes, i know i said i was going to do it the other day, but Tidus was just SO much more appealing then washing dirty socks...can you blame me?), spend as little money as possible, but at the same time i have to get my dog a hair cut, get new windsheild wipers, get an oil change, find SOME place that has maroon gloves for my costume, and try and come up with dinner ideas that all 5 of us will eat, and that's not an easy task, since me and Asuka are stubborn, Mia and one of the other girls don't eat meat, and i'm not sure about the last girl, but i'll bet she has issues too. *sob* wow, this paragraph was off the beaten-path. Well, returning to my original purpose...Dani, i'm very sorry. *makes puppy-dog eyes*

I love my "Stand Alone" section on the side, because i'm getting people telling me "you're not alone in liking this...me too!" ^^v yay, go us!

Nanako...*laughs* i can't believe you respond to everyone of my posts! *glomps* that's so great, seeing as we just met not too long ago. Sorry if i'm not on messanger anymore, but my compy is broken and i don't thing the library comes with AIM...^^;

um...what else...hm...well guys i guess that's about all for now. now it's off to work...*makes face* blech...

oh, and Rane...i LOVE your blog! it's so cute! *watches dancing Hikaru* tee hee...

2002-07-07T21:25:00.000-07:00

well, here it is...my finished blog! (well, finished for now...there will be adjusting later. Oh, the adjusting that i will do! *coughs* yeah...sorry...)

The biggest bestest most wonderfullest hug goes to Dani, my gardian angel, who walked me through this so easily that it was compleatly painless and TONS of fun! Look! Look what she taught me! Go Here to tell her what a great job she did! Yay Dani! *takes out pom-poms and starts dancing around* Dani Dani she's our man, if she can't do it....well....*shrugs* Ruka can! Goooooooo Dani!

well, guys, it's been fun, but i have a crap-hole...i mean ROOM to clean. *sighs* Kt-Asuka, Kt-Rei, you guys better appreciate this...*walks away wearing a bandana, those big yellow squeaky gloves, and carrying a bucket full of cleaners* damn...i wish *I* had a Tohru...

2002-07-07T19:56:00.000-07:00

oh man...my sister gets home from work just to tell me that my oldest sister got into a car accident and was rushed to the hospital. now, usually, you'd start something like that with a "She's ok..." but no, she decided to save that piece of info for last, nearly giving me a heart attack in the process. *pant pant* God, i was soooo scared...T.T, but i called her and she's ok...i just need to calm down...*sighs*

2002-07-07T15:52:00.000-07:00

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kitty in grass.....^^;...i was bored...leave me alone...

2002-07-07T15:41:00.000-07:00

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2002-07-07T15:37:00.000-07:00

ah! my computer is busted and right after i started my blog! *kicks computer* i just got it fixed a week ago and it breaks again! to quote Spring on this matter, they're computer sadists!!!!!! anywho, my daddy was nice enough to let me use HIS computer for today so Dani can help me make my blog all pretty. (well, help is such a relative term, since she's basically doing it for me. ^^; i'm an html idiot and easily distracted by pretty pictures.)

i want to appoligize for the heavy posting, but it worked, i feel better, and now i'm back to my hyper-genki self! (of course Dani and i took a small detour into "Crazy" the other night when we took about 18 zillion online tests. *sweatdrops* and Dani, i will NOT rape Buddy Blue on my blog. THAT is for the privacy of my chambers...er...i mean...uh, gotta go...)

Yui, i just want to apologize if my post caused any misunderstandings. I'm not angry with you and you did nothing to hurt our friendship. *hug* i still love you to death and you will always be one of my best friends, *wags finger* and don 't you forget that!

well, after 2 days of *blech* shopping, i have almost all the pieces to my costume for Shoujo-Con. Me and the Katies decided to go to the con as fighting game girls, so i'm going as Yuri from SNK, Kt-Rei is going as Sakura from SF, and Kt-Asuka's going as May from GGX (ah! i can't WAIT to see her costume! she's gonna look SOOOOO cute!!!! *giggle*) All i need are the gloves, and i think i'm screwed for those, because not many places sell gloves in July...^^;

I'm so happy! Dani loves my baby! *glomps Zaha happily* Yay! now i'm not the ONLY one in the world who adores him! WOOT!

*hugs Dani because Blogger is being stupid* don't worry yourself too much over this, ok?

i'm gonna end this kinda abruptly now.....yeah....

2002-07-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

wow, so here it is...this is so exciting! my very own blog! well, it's not really all that exciting, but the cookies and the one liter of Gatorade sure help make it seem that way. Word ot the Wise: Tropical Gatorade is probably not the best beverage for 2 AM. it's two and a half hours later and i'm wide awake and far too hyper to attempt sleep.of course, once my father wakes, i have to high-tail it up to my room before he kills me. ^^;

well, i should start off (well, not really "starting" per-say, since i started before and...well, you get the idea...) by giving a HUGE hug and a great big thank you to Dani for helping me get this started. if it wasn't for her, i would be stuck on the opening page, laying on the floor in the fetal possition, crying cause i don't know what to put in the slot titled "Name". i decided i wanted to do this on a whim, created by lack of sleep, shounen-ai manga scans, and that blasted Gatorade (stay away from the stuff, i swear! it's addictive and eeeeeeeevil!!), and i appreciate her staying up with me and helping me put this together and get all that yummy manga!

well, i think i'll jump in with both feet first and just start...

i love the early mornings...i really do. i have the entire house to myself and it's so peaceful and quiet. well, 'cept for my dad's snoring ringing through the house, but begger's can't be choosers right? it kinda bugs me though that i have to be afraid to be caught awake. it's not like i'm 12 and have to be up for school the next day or anything. i have no plans till 4:00 when i have to drag myself into work. God, sometimes i hate that place, but then again, come friday when i get my paycheck, i don't think it's ALL bad. ^.^ Work was compleatly hectic today, but everything was made better when i got home and watched the second YuYu Hakusho Movie with Dani. i don't think she realises how happy it makes me that she likes this series. i was so afraid when i first sent it to her, and she told me that she had seen the begining and didn't like it at all. but, after much coaxing and PROMISING that the series doesn't follow that lead, i lead her into the mindless abyss that is YYH.

another thing that made today so great is that Dani FINALLY understands the wonders that is Kohri. i mean, she not mind-numbingly obsessed like i am, but she's starting on that road and i couldn't be happier. took 6 months of coaxing, nagging, crying, yelling, bitching, and huffing to get anybody i know into it, and my effort finally pays off when i get, not one, but two of my friends to see what i see. i don't know what it is about Kohri that makes me love it to the point that i do, where i want eberybody and nobody to see it. i want to share it, yet i want to hoard it all to myself. i'm so confused...*sigh*

as i was typing just now, i was hit with a sence of nostalgia. last year at this time, me, Dani, and Yui would be up and playing around. it always amazed me that we could talk every night for so many hours and never run out of things to say, or get bored of eachother. since i talk to Dani nearly everynight, i'm not compleatly out of the loop. but i have to admit, that i miss Yui terribly. i'm not blaming her for making me sad, just kinda lementing over it, since it's not at all her fault. i don't deal well with change, and i certainly don't deal well with drifting apart from people i care about. i'm starting to get that same feeling thinking about those nights that i do when i think about the chats held at the Quatre Brigade with Jilly, JoJo, and Bradly. what's weird is that i know my days at the Brigade are over, even when a few months ago i clung desprately to hope of getting them back in some way, somehow i knew it was hopeless. but i'm still in AC and my friends haven't left me, so i often wonder why i'm holding onto yesterday so tightly that i'm not looking foward anymore?

on a MUCH happier note....summery 19 is up for Kohri! i'm thrilled and kinda scared at the same time. Spring gave me a horrific spoiler (which i begged her to tell me) that happend in book 20. *hides head in hands* i can't wait! i'm also sure when i play with the summaries, i'll be ready and rearing to go with my fic. i wonder if the second part will turn out anywhere near the quality of the first? don't get me wrong, i'm not a great writer or anything, but even i, my biggest critic, have to admit i did a semi-decent job. because the first part came out as it did, i think i'm a little afraid to write the second and not have it turn out the same...but i guess i'll never know unless i try, huh?

well, i just got introuble with my father (how did i know that was coming?) *sigh* sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing by moving to where i did? where my mother was a certain way in some things, my father is the exact same way in other things. i honestly belive i jumped out of the frying pan and into the fire here.

^^;; wow, kinda depressing for my first post, but this is the main reason i wanted this blog. i need a place of my own to vent, and not bother people. (i mean if you don't want to read it, you can always scroll past it, right?) ANYwho...i bid you all goodnight, and i swear to not always post like this...i'm usually not this morbid...i swear!

2002-07-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

testing...1...2...testing. so this is what blogs are like?...nifty...